Went school specially today to meet up with Fabian's group to eat zi char after their class even though I don't have class.
Guess what, I saw Kimberly chia sitting outside their class! Omg she look pretty in real life
Their class was so big! Compared to mine zzz. Guess I have to live with that until next year
Zi char at that south Buona vista was so god damn nice. Everything was just so nice, the kang kong, ma pian pai gu, and that chicken wing... Wah so crispy and nice can. Everyone of us was like eating so fast, at the end of it everything was cleared, not even a drop on food left on the table
Planning to get my chino pants after food, but then someone suggested to go play mahjong after this... So i canceled my plan to go get pants
Mahjong more important
Hahahaa
Went Fabian house
Played 2 rounds only though, since they had to leave after 6.
So long never touch already, it's been like almost a year. I didn't touch it at all during Chinese New Year. And the Chinese New Year before this.
I even forgot about the scoring system. I knew it like the back of my mind last time. But somehow everything was just lost.
Guess we have to practice things constantly even though we felt we might be 'good' already. Humans are just a memory footprint. The things we touch on must be constantly done to get it into our head and make sure we don't get rusty
Anyway, lost the mahjong. Had to pay 6 dollar. But it's fun, at least for me
Then went back home, touched my guitar and tried to learn that we are never ever getting back together by tailor swift. Really catchy song. Managed to play, but I guess the plucking part I have to work on it some more to get it even more smoothly
Weekend gonna meet with Doreen they all to study. See how it goes again. Cannot study at all now, not in the mood haha
Been sleeping real early these few days. So unlike me omg.
If I wake up early next morning, I think I will go run. Since my ippt window has opened. 200 dollars please wait for me thanks. I will go grab you
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
New day
Don't know why yesterday was so angry out of sudden
向前看
高兴就好
Crystal said correctly
Why change yourself for somebody that's not worth it
Should have looked out for those bad signs a long time ago already
But I really meant not everything wasn't my fault. Didn't manage to respond properly. But was waiting for answer after I 'done' my part
Kk seriously moving on. This will be my last post on this. I'm going to stop stalking people's page from now on. And whatsapp time stamp. 他们要做什么事是他们的事. Relying on whether she is going to even bother telling me when they going to start. If she doesn't say, I mean come on, don't even bother even being friends. Something is really wrong with the character. If she says, then at least there's still some 'humanity'
Going to get that chino pants soon
Sadly voucher was fully redeemed at that time
Rofl
But getting it soon
Going to slack the rest of the week away. Before studying. Else I will go crazy
Met up with Alicia yesterday. It's been some months since I met her. For my belated birthday present she got me a Starbucks tumbler! Sho nice. Really like the tumbler cause its one of my favourite color
Her whole family isn't active in church already. Except her mum
Nothing much to post. Catching updates soon. Zao. When is my next ice skating session coming!?!! Haha
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XIMhi2MPuaM
Thought this song was really catchy been listening to it
Going to learn the guitar soon
Don't know why yesterday was so angry out of sudden
向前看
高兴就好
Crystal said correctly
Why change yourself for somebody that's not worth it
Should have looked out for those bad signs a long time ago already
But I really meant not everything wasn't my fault. Didn't manage to respond properly. But was waiting for answer after I 'done' my part
Kk seriously moving on. This will be my last post on this. I'm going to stop stalking people's page from now on. And whatsapp time stamp. 他们要做什么事是他们的事. Relying on whether she is going to even bother telling me when they going to start. If she doesn't say, I mean come on, don't even bother even being friends. Something is really wrong with the character. If she says, then at least there's still some 'humanity'
Going to get that chino pants soon
Sadly voucher was fully redeemed at that time
Rofl
But getting it soon
Going to slack the rest of the week away. Before studying. Else I will go crazy
Met up with Alicia yesterday. It's been some months since I met her. For my belated birthday present she got me a Starbucks tumbler! Sho nice. Really like the tumbler cause its one of my favourite color
Her whole family isn't active in church already. Except her mum
Nothing much to post. Catching updates soon. Zao. When is my next ice skating session coming!?!! Haha
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XIMhi2MPuaM
Thought this song was really catchy been listening to it
Going to learn the guitar soon
越想越生气
At first thought was my fault
Then keep thinking
I mean looking at the small details
Things just doesn't make sense at all
Getting more and more angry
It's not like I never ask whether want to come and print together or not
Said no. Lazy
And then went off to skip class together
I even qued for that god damn printer for 2 days straight. 8 hours in total
At the end say nothing going on
First time ever bought coffee for me. After game over. Thrown it away.
Wanted to sit down and talk properly about where is this going because its been dragging too long, it's either we move on or together. Even told about it a few days ago
And off to let me see this incident before that happens
I asked him where are you going
Do stunt and told me say going home
Go home? Like seriously?
Even that lying face can tell already
I suppose if I didn't spot won't even let me know about it
Was like so angry and pissed off the whole class and school. Don't even know why I even bothered to print at the end of the day
Will never ever wait for someone. Especially with no credibility.
Should have noticed the look a few months ago in class already. Thought something was going on. But didn't ask
But not everything isn't my fault also.
I don't trust cause there's no real communication between both of us.
Miscommunication
Acknowledging that
Moving on
Bright color shirts and change of hair
Fark up smiling face at Aston and still say planning to reject. Seeing how it goes. Holding on to the last credibility of her mouth.
Nothing to say already
Money and Car is everything.
Yet another typical sg girl proving guys wrong
Fark this shit
At first thought was my fault
Then keep thinking
I mean looking at the small details
Things just doesn't make sense at all
Getting more and more angry
It's not like I never ask whether want to come and print together or not
Said no. Lazy
And then went off to skip class together
I even qued for that god damn printer for 2 days straight. 8 hours in total
At the end say nothing going on
First time ever bought coffee for me. After game over. Thrown it away.
Wanted to sit down and talk properly about where is this going because its been dragging too long, it's either we move on or together. Even told about it a few days ago
And off to let me see this incident before that happens
I asked him where are you going
Do stunt and told me say going home
Go home? Like seriously?
Even that lying face can tell already
I suppose if I didn't spot won't even let me know about it
Was like so angry and pissed off the whole class and school. Don't even know why I even bothered to print at the end of the day
Will never ever wait for someone. Especially with no credibility.
Should have noticed the look a few months ago in class already. Thought something was going on. But didn't ask
But not everything isn't my fault also.
I don't trust cause there's no real communication between both of us.
Miscommunication
Acknowledging that
Moving on
Bright color shirts and change of hair
Fark up smiling face at Aston and still say planning to reject. Seeing how it goes. Holding on to the last credibility of her mouth.
Nothing to say already
Money and Car is everything.
Yet another typical sg girl proving guys wrong
Fark this shit
Friday, February 22, 2013
HIHI!!!!
hahaha
so fun! to model after my own kitchen
took me roughly 2-2.5 days to do it
without SLEEPING
at all
didnt sleep at all for like 48 hours or more
omg can you believe it!?
but it was great to model after my own kitchen
feels like a sense of accomplishment
during all that i painstakingly took out my iphone camera, trying to shoot my own floor tiles, wall tiles etc...
trying to align it properly accordingly to a square dimension
to texture my walls
a lot of trial and error
but hey i thought the result came out great for me
i could do a lot more though, didn't manage to model my refrigerator.... kitchen sink, windows and all that due to time constraint
first time i did work so passionately about
thinking back, i like to watch people play games, new games trailers that comes out, no matter what unheard games, i would go and take a look
think maybe that's why this time i really pour out everything and do
starting to believe changing course was a really good decision-making in my life that i did
despite having some wrong intention why i changed to it in the first place
next semester we should be using lightwave, think in the meantime for march holidays i will go and borrow the book and learn it
THE dreaded - february is coming to an end soon...
march has so many things going on!. starcraft 2's heart of the swarm release, crystal and jiwah going taiwan... ok nothing to do with me lol. don't know why i mention this
intending to catch up with old people, like that ping chie, sophina, alicia, ronald.
That disney's ice skating during march also, maybe going down to take a look cause i thought roller blading and ice skating was really fun for me recently. going to have a new hobby soon i guess.
think i got to gym and eat properly. noticing my body is getting a lot smaller due to neglect-ance
can tell my sister is depressed lately. keep complaining about she reach the stage where she just can't be bothered to learn anything new. just waiting to die only, life is boring etc...
the truth is ....
i also thought i'm reaching that stage soon a few months ago also. i keep thinking why life is so boring, and at this age i'm at, i think i didn't really accomplish anything in life. seeing other people at my age is already working and so on. getting to be with people they like ... i'm starting to get really depressed too.
think it's already improving little bit by bit! currently changing my mindset of the way i'm approaching things, trying to make people around me happy by acting stupid once again. feel it's really a joy to make people laugh again, thought i was quite a joker by heart, but it's missing from me these past few months. good to have it back little by little~
ok... back to the boring work i have to rush soon... yawnz. 4 of it! omg
hahaha
so fun! to model after my own kitchen
took me roughly 2-2.5 days to do it
without SLEEPING
at all
didnt sleep at all for like 48 hours or more
omg can you believe it!?
but it was great to model after my own kitchen
feels like a sense of accomplishment
during all that i painstakingly took out my iphone camera, trying to shoot my own floor tiles, wall tiles etc...
trying to align it properly accordingly to a square dimension
to texture my walls
a lot of trial and error
but hey i thought the result came out great for me
i could do a lot more though, didn't manage to model my refrigerator.... kitchen sink, windows and all that due to time constraint
first time i did work so passionately about
thinking back, i like to watch people play games, new games trailers that comes out, no matter what unheard games, i would go and take a look
think maybe that's why this time i really pour out everything and do
starting to believe changing course was a really good decision-making in my life that i did
despite having some wrong intention why i changed to it in the first place
next semester we should be using lightwave, think in the meantime for march holidays i will go and borrow the book and learn it
THE dreaded - february is coming to an end soon...
march has so many things going on!. starcraft 2's heart of the swarm release, crystal and jiwah going taiwan... ok nothing to do with me lol. don't know why i mention this
intending to catch up with old people, like that ping chie, sophina, alicia, ronald.
That disney's ice skating during march also, maybe going down to take a look cause i thought roller blading and ice skating was really fun for me recently. going to have a new hobby soon i guess.
think i got to gym and eat properly. noticing my body is getting a lot smaller due to neglect-ance
can tell my sister is depressed lately. keep complaining about she reach the stage where she just can't be bothered to learn anything new. just waiting to die only, life is boring etc...
the truth is ....
i also thought i'm reaching that stage soon a few months ago also. i keep thinking why life is so boring, and at this age i'm at, i think i didn't really accomplish anything in life. seeing other people at my age is already working and so on. getting to be with people they like ... i'm starting to get really depressed too.
think it's already improving little bit by bit! currently changing my mindset of the way i'm approaching things, trying to make people around me happy by acting stupid once again. feel it's really a joy to make people laugh again, thought i was quite a joker by heart, but it's missing from me these past few months. good to have it back little by little~
ok... back to the boring work i have to rush soon... yawnz. 4 of it! omg
Friday, February 15, 2013
anyway!
cny was boring, the typical routes, my father's side grandma followed by mother's side grandma
BORING
except that 2nd sis didn't want to go and ba nian
so i drove instead
i like my father's side grandma food! not sure why, first time when reach there, i can sit down at the dining table for very long and just EAT
then on to mother's side
not much people there, i think half the time i went downstair's to walk around
ok skip the boring details, cause i think it was too boring lol
no more activities for the night, soooo
i went with my big sister to mbs room and casino
first time stepped into the casino
she sponsored me to go in and see
quite a big opener! although this is not my first time in a casino, i think the last time i went was the gentings one
watched my big sister's husband play, think he won 4k the whole evening
when at the table, and you see people fork out 1000 note, and not only 1, but like 10 plus 1000notes, to exchange for chips, you really wonder why singapore people are so rich
the croupier at the table said this is just the norm, said that there was this time when he worked upstairs, and somebody took out a letter, and the letter contains 50 plus 1000notes, to change for chips
i was like :/
makes you really wonder how did all this money came from
anyway, free food and drinks inside! you can even call the waiter and waitress to make food and drinks for you, and they will deliver it personally to you
but it's only for ruby's level onwards, which i did get in because of my sister privelage to admit one guest per day
quite an eye opener!
anyway, after casino i drove back alone back to home
not sure why, when i reached home, i didn't stop, but i drove down a bit more, and then there i was, in front of the doorstep
i know where exactly it was
like in the middle of the night? 5am
don't know why i did that
drove back home, and off to sleep
been sms-ing people lately, trying to expand my circle
think there's not much of a thought already
okok bye
cny was boring, the typical routes, my father's side grandma followed by mother's side grandma
BORING
except that 2nd sis didn't want to go and ba nian
so i drove instead
i like my father's side grandma food! not sure why, first time when reach there, i can sit down at the dining table for very long and just EAT
then on to mother's side
not much people there, i think half the time i went downstair's to walk around
ok skip the boring details, cause i think it was too boring lol
no more activities for the night, soooo
i went with my big sister to mbs room and casino
first time stepped into the casino
she sponsored me to go in and see
quite a big opener! although this is not my first time in a casino, i think the last time i went was the gentings one
watched my big sister's husband play, think he won 4k the whole evening
when at the table, and you see people fork out 1000 note, and not only 1, but like 10 plus 1000notes, to exchange for chips, you really wonder why singapore people are so rich
the croupier at the table said this is just the norm, said that there was this time when he worked upstairs, and somebody took out a letter, and the letter contains 50 plus 1000notes, to change for chips
i was like :/
makes you really wonder how did all this money came from
anyway, free food and drinks inside! you can even call the waiter and waitress to make food and drinks for you, and they will deliver it personally to you
but it's only for ruby's level onwards, which i did get in because of my sister privelage to admit one guest per day
quite an eye opener!
anyway, after casino i drove back alone back to home
not sure why, when i reached home, i didn't stop, but i drove down a bit more, and then there i was, in front of the doorstep
i know where exactly it was
like in the middle of the night? 5am
don't know why i did that
drove back home, and off to sleep
been sms-ing people lately, trying to expand my circle
think there's not much of a thought already
okok bye
the more i think the more it does not make sense to me
it just doesn't adds up
told to dress more nicely
check
seen it together, wreck-it-ralph, ah boys to men 2
check
makes no sense answers
check
if i didn't even see and catch, i guess i would not even be told about it
check
takes some time later on, probably wondering what to explain and immediately send photo
check
how to trust people like that?
the reasoning is totally off. don't know why
i probably should drive to school everyday, see how's the reaction on that face
now i know why there's a saying that typical sg girls loves money
guess it's quite good in a way i can avoid and regret even more if things develop more later on
i just hope i can expect things a bit more forward, and not out of a sudden.
i would break down totally if it's suddenly
waiting for well wish
if there's not even a single attempt, can know it's totally gone already, not even a normal friend
it just doesn't adds up
told to dress more nicely
check
seen it together, wreck-it-ralph, ah boys to men 2
check
makes no sense answers
check
if i didn't even see and catch, i guess i would not even be told about it
check
takes some time later on, probably wondering what to explain and immediately send photo
check
how to trust people like that?
the reasoning is totally off. don't know why
i probably should drive to school everyday, see how's the reaction on that face
now i know why there's a saying that typical sg girls loves money
guess it's quite good in a way i can avoid and regret even more if things develop more later on
i just hope i can expect things a bit more forward, and not out of a sudden.
i would break down totally if it's suddenly
waiting for well wish
if there's not even a single attempt, can know it's totally gone already, not even a normal friend
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Lieing on the bed but can't sleep at all despite rolling about for the past hour already...
Can't believe 3 more days and its chinese new year already!
Don't really look forward to it this year
Maybe except the money part haha
But why don't look forward is because can predict they will ask the same question again
Got think before to avoid this, should I magically disappear on day 1?
Not sure where to go though haha, maybe can find a ulu corner sleep, something like those kind of people sleep on the street
Then get catch by police or something haha
2nd sister of mine is already planning not to bai Nian already. Says she want to sleep at home. Say I have no choice, cause I'm the youngest. Must go
Don't know what kind of logic is that
-_-
I think I'm doing pretty well now. Think keeping a distance and having some new people to talk and chat with really helps. It really changes your perspective on things. At least now, with a new mindset, I'm really not bothered with it. Even if it happens. I think I won't be really affected by it already.
Can sense i'm getting back the original way I should act in the past
Haven't buy new year clothes at all! Went with the "we love tian nose hair" group of us to shop just now. Didn't manage to buy any stuffs at all. Gonna go Tml again after school.
Was eating hokkien mee at Clementi just now. Then random conversation with them, and suddenly I missed bukit batok's hokkien mee and wu Xiang. I think the next outing should be bringing them there to eat.
So many awesome/planned places in my head to go. But it's just ke xi won't be able to join me at all
Next up!!! Chinese New Year!
Meh~~~
Next up!!! Vday!
Meh~~~ next
Next up!!! My birthday!
Yawnzzz~~~
Happening 3 things in a row. Which all 3 I don't look forward to it at all. Talking about combo hit haha
Oh yeah they asked me directly what I want for my birthday today. Hahah. That time for kw birthday I directly ask what she wants. Then now it's happening to me. Karma hahaha. What goes around comes around. Never fails to be really true.
Bye
I want to watch that Stephen Chow movie!
Oh ya wondering who was the one who post that on that facebook sim confession page
"To the girl who is in 322 and 336 this sem,My heart finally skipped a bit after I say hi, many more to come"
Hahaha. So few people in our class. Think it's quite easy to spot.
Can't believe 3 more days and its chinese new year already!
Don't really look forward to it this year
Maybe except the money part haha
But why don't look forward is because can predict they will ask the same question again
Got think before to avoid this, should I magically disappear on day 1?
Not sure where to go though haha, maybe can find a ulu corner sleep, something like those kind of people sleep on the street
Then get catch by police or something haha
2nd sister of mine is already planning not to bai Nian already. Says she want to sleep at home. Say I have no choice, cause I'm the youngest. Must go
Don't know what kind of logic is that
-_-
I think I'm doing pretty well now. Think keeping a distance and having some new people to talk and chat with really helps. It really changes your perspective on things. At least now, with a new mindset, I'm really not bothered with it. Even if it happens. I think I won't be really affected by it already.
Can sense i'm getting back the original way I should act in the past
Haven't buy new year clothes at all! Went with the "we love tian nose hair" group of us to shop just now. Didn't manage to buy any stuffs at all. Gonna go Tml again after school.
Was eating hokkien mee at Clementi just now. Then random conversation with them, and suddenly I missed bukit batok's hokkien mee and wu Xiang. I think the next outing should be bringing them there to eat.
So many awesome/planned places in my head to go. But it's just ke xi won't be able to join me at all
Next up!!! Chinese New Year!
Meh~~~
Next up!!! Vday!
Meh~~~ next
Next up!!! My birthday!
Yawnzzz~~~
Happening 3 things in a row. Which all 3 I don't look forward to it at all. Talking about combo hit haha
Oh yeah they asked me directly what I want for my birthday today. Hahah. That time for kw birthday I directly ask what she wants. Then now it's happening to me. Karma hahaha. What goes around comes around. Never fails to be really true.
Bye
I want to watch that Stephen Chow movie!
Oh ya wondering who was the one who post that on that facebook sim confession page
"To the girl who is in 322 and 336 this sem,My heart finally skipped a bit after I say hi, many more to come"
Hahaha. So few people in our class. Think it's quite easy to spot.
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
I absolutely hate the kind of people who ask others to change when they themselves don't want to change at all.
Don't know why did I change myself for something that's not worth it at all.
It's really dumb come to think of it
Kind of losing faith at people bit by bit steadily everyday
It's just so disappointing.
Miss the days when everything is just so simple
*The day I quit is the day I'm dead,
So please stop telling me what to do!
**Should I take a break for 1 semester? I'm considering it already
Don't know why did I change myself for something that's not worth it at all.
It's really dumb come to think of it
Kind of losing faith at people bit by bit steadily everyday
It's just so disappointing.
Miss the days when everything is just so simple
*The day I quit is the day I'm dead,
So please stop telling me what to do!
**Should I take a break for 1 semester? I'm considering it already
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