i want to learn...

drums,

piano,

guitar,

jazz trumpet...

drums is fun, no reason why wanna learn...

just wan to learn.

loL...

doesn't make sense at all

i know...

i wanna play piano

and half piano half sing

those type

sing 说好的幸福呢 and many many more...

guitar...

play more tabs...

can play whole song

i don mean just the chords only...

combine the bass and treble together type...

jazz trumpet...

which for me i think it is very difficult.

no stamina...

no tone...

there is so many things i wan to LEARN!!!

wow just realized i didn't touch this blog for like so long.

hm...

what to say?

actually nothing much.

just that i feel a bit down lately.

why?

no idea.

maybe because i've got doubts in my mind

unsure of myself

don't know what i want

don't know how to get what i want

need some time to rethink again.

redo again

realize myself again

release myself again

aiz..

whatever.

"the most insecure person is one who don know themselves"

wow i think the most rich person in the world is not those ceo, president, or whatever MR.VEWOPKFEWOKFEW...

near my workplace there's a stall that sells chicken rice, $2.50. considered its in central area its very cheap already.

during my lunch time I heard that the innocent looking chicken rice uncle seller drives a mercedes home after work.

)%#@)_*%_#@_)*%)_*%)_%%_%_#!

i was like @_@.

not only this, my big sister's boyfriend hdb area downstairs theres a innocent looking shop that sells bread.

then near the shop there's always a subaru wrx sti parked there nearby

the boss of that bread shop drives that

alamak.

think next time i go part time chop chicken in the afternoon, after that sell bread in the night.

Moral of the story:
don understimate your enemy ok(loL duh...)
people don usually look like what they are supposed to be looked like.

duh

but i still think those silence warriors who don own a car but own a bmw is still richer

by the way

in case you are wondering why am i contridicting myself

bmw = bus, mrt, walk

there are no bad dogs, only bad owners.

i think this is very true

i have seen many dogs that are regarded as a bad dog because they like to anyhow bark, like to jump on people, biting people, some even as worse as biting their owners.

why do they do that?

cause no one teaches them.

or the owner did teach, but its not the proper way because the owner never bothered to read up/ask around.

its very sad to see a dog that has the potential but was never realized because he/she follows the wrong owner

and ended up being abandoned and put down to sleep/let into the wild and can't survive because the dog is so called a bad dog.

i have recently heard a case where the dog was forced to be put into a cage because it bites the family child, and bites the owner.

it was being planned to be 'set free' in the public place.

i also saw a dog picture where the dog was chained at a same location, a very sad look in the eye of the dog, heard it was a temple dog, and it shivers whenever a human approaches, it must have been abused before.

and not to mention some place where they eat dogs.

anyway, i just wanna mention that when u wanna bring in a dog or a pet into your life, please read up, make sure u have the time, consider thrice, before going for it. there are countless times i saw a dog's life ruined because the owner buy on impulse because the dog was cute, in the end just to find out that they have no time, and the dog regarded as a bad dog in society, and the dog's potential life ended up like that.

and there are people that buys the dog, given as a 'present' to someone else, thinking it was something that you can buy at a electronic store, buy, use it, a better version came out, ignored, and eventually thrown away at chinese new year big house sweeping.

Recently I've been working in IT line these few weeks, doing troubleshooting and stuffs like that.

well, think i don wan to just go 1 big round , just shoot.

i met a collegue the first week i was in, well since i need to have some guidance first, i was somehow with this fella, going anywhere that he goes.

for the first few days its ok, but as times goes by, whatever you do, he will say :" no no, its not like that, its like that..." ," no pls, that not how you do it, do my method" , " wa your stupid or what, no no, its like that..." and so on.

no matter what you do, he will just somehow find some way to negative it... even though the things that i'm doing i'm 100% confident and 100% sure of what i'm doing, its just that my method isn't the same as his

of course as always i didnt say anything back and i just teeth it.

you will suddenly just feel so discourage and feel so low about yourself

well anyway last week was his last day, and i was under another collegue which happens to be the irritating fella friend since NS days.

was talking to the new collegue today and suprisily he mentioned about that fella that he and the guy can't actually have a long talk, cause whenever he talk to him, he will do the same thing lo, make u feel negative, and say until his ways of doing things is better than yours, even during NS lots of other friends also feel the same way.

wow guess i'm not alone.

well to cut short, thinking back, i have some other friends who is somehow also like that, but not as jia lat and extreme as him, so conclusion, is that i can't get along with this kind of people,
but thank god(loL...) he left the company already.

anyway, not as bad la, i learn some stuff from him also, so fair fair, learn, and pay a price...

that is to feel so down and feel so negative about myself at times.

My fellow Singaporeans, in order to help the poor, we're going to once again rise the GST hike to 10%. If you have a sense of proportion, it is only 3% from the current 7%. We are of course doing this to help the poor and needy citizens. To give each and everyone of them a chance in life.

We have also created more jobs for Singaporeans, I know.. many people say that foreigners are taking over your jobs ect. But if you bite the bullet, Singaporeans still own 75% of jobs in Singapore while foreigners only take up about 25%.

I would also like, to take this chance to announce that, the Minister of Transport has suggested to erect more ERP gantries as a form of helping more Singaporeans to own their personal cars amid the high petrol prices, additionally, it also helps to ease the heavy traffic in hot spots during peak hours. I have personally granted permission for the Minister of transport to proceed as planned.

Many more good years ahead. Good night

got this from another forum :



Please be warned that some of the clips show images of dead animals. It is about the fate of animals surrendered to shelter.

Born to Die Shelther Excerpt
Windows Media - http://www.borntodiepets.com/html/shelter_video_wm.htm
Quicktime - http://www.borntodiepets.com/html/shelter_video.htm

Dr. Death
Windows Media - http://www.borntodiepets.com/html/doctor_death_wm.htm
Quicktime - http://www.borntodiepets.com/html/do...eath_video.htm

Multiplying Cats
Windows Media - http://www.borntodiepets.com/html/mu...s_video_wm.htm
Quicktime - http://www.borntodiepets.com/html/mu...cats_video.htm

For many other clips - http://www.borntodiepets.com/html/video.htm

http://www.borntodiepets.com/

These videos made me tear so much!

These are also happening nearer at home at our own SPCA. My vet colleagues ever went to SPCA to volunteer. These are exactly the things they do. They related to me how the procedure goes and how emotionally toiling is it. Some animals enter the bleak room oblivious to their fate, wagging their tail, licking you all over, other knows it and resist, putting up a struggle as if saying, "i don't want to die!". One of my colleague was crying while she slowly injected the anaesthetic in. after confirming that the animal is dead, the next one is brought to the room. there is too many!

Whenever an animal has to be put down, it is never easy for me to see animals slowly fade as I held on to it. These animals are very sick but for those at shelter, they are put down because society has no place for them. I really salute the euthanasia technicians at SPCA, it is really a mentally, emotionally challenging job.

Think before you buy a pet or breed your pet. Why not adopt one from the shelter which could be potentially placed on death roll.

and i understand that some are not able to look after their pets any more due to some reasons and have to give them up. do not make SPCA your first choice. at least, on your part, make the effort to search for an adoptor first.

it's the sad reality we have here regarding pet overpopulation problem. Please help to spread the words and save our furry little friends..
really saddening

i am in W1000

i am a

lazy
heavy sleeper
tell lie sometimes
too video game minded (i'm improvising... and still ...
no success... haha)
not fit
don like to go out shopping (not too sure its a bad thing or what)
messy person
don like to talk
complacent at times
know i can do more but just lazy
may be such an as*/liability to everyone at times
someone that is always late kind of person (i don mean only time-related type)

so far i noticed these points about myself
not suprised if there are a lot more points about what others think of me
its kind of interesting which points i think first about myself
like questioning myself, "which bad points does edwin have"
0.001 seconds later...
"lazy"

one of my favourite ok.

okok , to be exact

it's me

and the nerd most favourite game + story + music

what a lousy week for me

everything does not work right at all

What Edwin Means

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

very touching

ever wondered pikachu is a male or female?





loL...

no la just joking

(evil laughter)

i may be smiling but actually i'm not

once i find you irritating

i will hate you

as simple as that

got a new family member recently

feel so accomplishme-ted

for him to sit down when asked to...

actually not asked to la

see food on my hand

will auto sit one

loL

mind you, the first, 2nd day when he see food

he will go crazy , jump here and there

walk here and there

look at food on my hand

and still run here and there...

loL

for now

i'm just seeing his body language

and when he is doing that

"i'm preparing to sit now"

verbally he understand 40%

food understand 100%

loL...

今日私の第21誕生日に印を付ける! とにかく権利…ずっとそれは私が私のブログを更新した時間である。 実際にはそれは私がブログに不精であることではない。 多分それはちょうどこの頃は起こっている何が私に私が「公衆」への明らかにしたい気がする着ることである。 音Emo。 とにかく権利… Shirleyは私に… 12amを望む第1!だった!! 有効なduh…… とにかくそして私の前cgのリーダーウィリアムが先行させているおよび前cgシャロンに先行しているlOl…。 私の前のメンバーが覚えていたこと非常に驚かされる。 実際にそれらを認めなさい。 井戸はちょうど私をemo可能にしたこの日のlaの缶。 それは毎日こと印あなたの第21ではない。 私が考えるこの日は実際に長い時間のlaのための私の大きい印象をかなり持続させる…私がこの日に控えめにとどまっている。 私によってはとして控えめスパミングの人々、私の第21 LEが行き渡る。 私を望みなさい! 現在の私を与えなさい! だれが私のためのある事を覚え、ちょうどすることができるか何とかかんとか…ちょうど見なさい。 ちょうど私がまた覚えているsmsおよび低下のような小さく小さい事。 利己的な音。 lOL。 とにかく権利起こるだろう何が私が後の方で更新する

yay finally got my driving license this morning

still can remember the first time i clutch in and engage the first gear

slowly release

"AHHHH!!! 车动了(car move le)!!! AHHH!!!"

loL

as for everything...

"it's not the end, it has just started only"

although paper-ly i have la

but i still need the practice-ly

anybody willing to sponsor?

loL

i feel so lousy about myself

nuff said

to announce ...

zzz

this blog isn't dead yet

it's just that

i'm too amo these days to blog

loL

whatever



super nice

who say china no link?

u wanna go china start with going chinatown

u wanna learn start with booking it now

and i mean now

not

"tomorrow la"

no link?

think again

that's what i hate most

talk but don think

pick flying off is the worst of the worst thing that happen

nothing to do so i went to see the calendar

noticed that my 21st birthday is coming soon

lol

zzz

old liao...

well from what i see people who went thru their 21st very noisy

invite here and there , big parties

like holding a personal concert like that

fanclub

i just want a quiet 21st birthday

its not as if i can invite much people also la

loL

i'm not the relationship type in the sims2

go around make friends like eating rice everyday

quiet as in just go through everything with family

hee

sounds abit weird

read thru someone's blog

well to admit

i have some drafts in my blog also

that i didn't want the 'public' to know about

why you say?

cause don't wan you to know la

duh...

all of us have something that we didnt want people to know

ok

so it's quite amazing that when you see it now

and you actually wondered

"eh why/how do i think this way at that time ah?"

"the whole thing sounds quite stupid la actually"

and felt relieved that luckily you never did that thing

or that you hope you didnt did that thing

but luckily you actually did that thing

contrast ratio is the whitest that the white can display

the blackest black that can display

then there is this dynamic contrast and static contrast

imagine you went into a electronic shop

then u see these 2

both same price, same everything except these spec

one is called A TV

the other is B TV

A showed 6000:1 DCR
paper specs

B showed 1500:1 SCR
paper specs

6000 sounds more impressive

so you went on to buy

to actually find out that 1500:1 SCR is better than 6000:1 DCR

so morale of the story?




yawnz like i care

trust your eye in the end

instead of paper specs

and tell urself that

"i happy can liao la"

but deep inside you knew it yourself

"i tio chop carrot, so sad"

loL

but then our eye is also 1 part of the limiting factor also

i wont get into that

else it bores even more people

its also amazing how numbers and complicated names can actually alter human judgement

like how in a job ranking system

to add a complicated name in front your name

MR. krf032iktg34ikygo43yhik43o0yh34ik34-o0yhk34 E.T

vs

MR. E.T.


loL

i purposely didnt put the actual one

hope not to offend anybody

but you all know what i'm talking about la.

morale of the story?




trust your own eye

instead of paper specs

but how?

world works in that way.

like i care man

happy jiu hao

i'm still very pissed off

don know why some people think like that

no wing but wanna fly

ya really agree a lot , 18 - 22 years old range is the one

that you easily fall into things

well like i care

that's their brain not mine

suddenly had the urge to go to youtube

and type

tanglin band

then found this



loL

this was the last one we had

mind you

almost all the members here didnt touch their instrument

for like 2 yrs +

1 PS3 and 1 HD TV in your room

its never the same again

its time for me to no life le

will be back with photos

to show off

loL

Subaru Impreza WRX STI!!!

My Dream Car!

Currently la i mean...

if you ask me whats my dream car is when i am still wearing short pants in sec sch

i would have said

"no dream car le... anything that have four wheels and can move lo"

if you ask me whats my dream car is when i am still wearing long pants in sec sch

"wa confirm is Toyota Trueno AE86 la... mai tu liao"

yaya ... its the car that the infamous no expression Jay chou is driving in Initial D


"yawnz so sleepy. feel like digging my nose but camera is shooting me" - Jay Chou In Initial D Live Action Movie



loL just kidding la ... he never said that



Clips of the Opening of the anime series














mind you i'm a fan of Initial D anime way before Jay Chou is driving in the movie

and i still am

i was totally inspired into cars when i was watching VCDs of Initial D Anime at home ... another thing that inspired the 'no life' E.T. then

after awhile, i was into mazda RX-7

why the change?

maybe it was how i realize that the car has only 2 seats

and the initial D arcade thingy that i was playing that changed my target

ai ya i don know how to describe , its not in words , its the experience thingy

anyway if you did watch the anime

Takumi was driving the AE86 no engine upgrade 1st

then engine upgrade

then later on part time driving subaru impreza WRX sti

part time driving AE86 engine upgrade

so maybe it was this factor

and SPF driving subaru models

and the more in tune with today's world thingy

hm...

but for now

it's just the license thingy la ... loL

Score Love Language
8 Words of Affirmation
5 Quality Time
9 Receiving of Gifts
8 Acts of Service
0 Physical Touch

http://www.greaterquest.com/LoveLanguages.asp

scared now?

i am a realistic person

haha.

its a realistic world.

loL

suffering from depression now

morale super low

back to sec 1 days

quite long nv really felt this low

today marks my first time

to "offically" horn other people in car

loL

the auntie and the son was charging through the road

then i braked ... slowing down to let them pass

but they didnt in the end

they went back to stand in the middle of the road

ai mai ai mai...

instructor asked me to horn

during the time they started running through

but my hands and leg full at that time

and i was trying to find the horn button at the steering wheel

ok noob sense here i know...

anyway...

then in the end drive pass them halfway

finally target locked down...

press it...

BBBBBBBBEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

5 secs lag..

like using 56k like that

loL

funny when i think of it

cannot imagine the expression on their face... loL

confirm is those

-_-?

but since they ai mai ai mai lag i also ai mai ai mai lag lo

okok lame excuse fine...

but eh...

quite fun also...

LOL

sounds evil...

u never know the dark side of E.T. muhahah...

anyway i learn a new describing sentence today

one that u will find it soon in the dictionary

what is it?

decode the pictures and u will know it

time to use your brain juice power ...



-




-

a bit bo liao and came across this quiz

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx



Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.




loL had a good laugh when i was attempting the questions

the questions were like...

duh?

quite interesting though so if bo liao can try it out yourself

(o.o)y

wow

i didnt know tuas have cows

moo moo

lOL

lesson 3

drove on the road for the 1st time in my life.

everything happened very fast

the instructor beside me was like a radio like that ...

chanting the

instruction manual poem the whole time ...

"clutch in"

i obeyed

"shift to 1st gear"

i obeyed

"press a bit of gas"

i obeyed

"slowly release clutch"

i obeyed

(and struggled at that part)

"gas more"

i obeyed"

"release gas"

i obeyed

"clutch in"

i obeyed

"engage 2nd gear"

i obeyed

"slowly release clutch"

i obeyed

(yet struggling ... again)

loL recalling now , i didnt know how i managed to survive without crashing...

choy choy lOL

hey but i was so stressed until at a junction

green light

i released the clutch too fast

oh no, that horrible red light ((!)) appeared in front of me

engine died down

some more i'm the one in front, and there are like 3 cars behind me

although no horning from any cars

it seems like the car's around me suddenly pop out 3 black dots red eyes

staring at me

stressing me out

now i know the power of sharingan already

lOL.

quickly reignite the engine.

and the chanting appeared again



"clutch in"

i obeyed

"shift to 1st gear"

i obeyed

"press a bit of gas"

i obeyed

"slowly release clutch"

i obeyed

(and struggled at that part)

"gas more"

i obeyed"

"release gas"

i obeyed

"clutch in"

i obeyed

"engage 2nd gear"

i obeyed

"slowly release clutch"

i obeyed

(yet struggling ... again)



(what i just did is just ctrl c , ctrl v)

LOL


engine died down on the road for today is 2 times

lesson 2

i didnt get to drive on the road

but instead around the open air carpark

engine died down on the carpark for 2 times

so total 4 times

i regretted my mistake in fate of the Gods

and now after quite some time ...

i still do

seeing as whenever they brought up the topic

2 words that struck my mind immediately

"the mistake"

and i guess it has found its way

hard imprinted into my brain already

stucked

come to think of it ...

the whole thing sounds quite childish now

time to move on already

its not as if time is gonna wait

yes!!!

gonna drive on the road tml

whahaha

i realized i'm getting more and more zi lian nowadays

really like to do things

by myself

well at least there's nobody there to stop you

the things that you don't like to do

and you don't owe anybody a thing

guess everybody is busy with their own stuffs

and heck i also don care anymore

i'm coming of age also

haha

anti social!

way to go~

there's a lot on my mind right now.

which i think i wan to blog it out

don know where to start.

think i will start small.

for driving lesson 1 was quite fun

mixed feelings , but the thing that stands out is fun

went to chua chu kang after school at 3pm, was supposed to meet that instructor at 4pm

reached early to the meeting spot, around 3.30p.m.

waited until 4pm.

no car in sight.

called him.

said he was at another block away.

so i went.

saw instructor's car.

but no one inside

waited again.

saw that instructor walking over.

plastic bags all over his hands.

then i figured out that he went to eat his lunch first before coming.

talking of eating snake

like this guy...



hm...

okok who doesn't eat snake at work before?

you said u don't?

i don believe.

but eat snake also must know how and when to mah...

where got people so stupid give people a chance to take picture

and post it online

lOL.

okok back to the story...

so got into his car.

just said hello to him.

he drove to some place

which i had no idea where.

was very quiet inside the car for awhile.

then started a small conversation with him like how i got to know him, and stuffs like that.

finally reached some heavy machinery carpark.

so the car parked at some location

then came the ultimate sentence.

which i had been waiting for 20 years of my life.

"come over to the driver seat"

heart pumping.

seriously i don know why pumping. don ask

lOL.

so i went over.

open the driver's seat door

step into it.

closed the door.

car suddenly vibrate heavily.

I was stunned. like kana storm bolt for 2 secs

then instructor looked at me, point to the accelerator pedal and said

"u stepped on the accelerator"

wa seh.

suddenly feel very pai seh.




quickly removed my leg.

lOL.

hey it's not all my fault also k.

my leg is long, and that guy adjust the seat until so short

and partly because i was excited and nervous at the same time.

okok.

so in the end, not too fruitful lesson.

done a lot of admin stuffs.

teached me all the functions on the car.

stepped a bit of accelerator and clutch

asked me to maintain the rpm under 1.5 and above 1 while the other leg step fully into the clutch

which i think

it's hard...

haiz lOL.

for the maintaining part i mean.

it's like pushing the accelerator so small distance...

and i really mean SO~

maybe 0.001mm type

and staying at that position while the other leg push fully into the clutch.

the tachometer was like going over 2, dropped till 1, then over 3, under 1.5 and above 1 liao. happy happy le

then the other leg start pushing into clutch.

suddenly tachometer go over 3 again.

and the loop goes on...

oK Ok. i noob i admit

stop laughing.

lOL.

okok think i stop here ba.

wanted to post some more.

something stayed on mind just now for so long

but i think it's enough for today.

quite excited for tomorrow

for 20 longs years i never touc... hm... to be more accurate

never even sit in driver seat before

yaya its like staying 'virgin' for 20 long years

duh ...

oh yes ...

i'm gonna break my 'virginity' tomorrow.

muhahaha

okok whatever...

stop laughing ...

duh

i'm not late ok ...

but its's just that

i'm on time

haha

sounds familar?

lol

okok very cold ...

hope u catch balls

6 years old only ...

such a beautiful voice

my new wife has a lot of problem...

gear problem

then solved

now rear wheel problem

i don know to to fix back

i only know how to take out

actually not a lot of problem

is i create problem to solve problem

lol

then in the end

create problem

more problem come

haha ...

but i believe i grow from problems

so thats why create problem is good

Fly

But leg always got drag by stone

there everyone thinks your just a normal animal without wings

Fly

But this time your affected by the people and their so call reputation and trend

there is a barrier inside that you cant overcome

Fly

But this happens for so long

there you don remember you have wings anymore

Fly

When can the one arrive

there to remind that you are ... just you

E.T.
040206













saw someone's blog entry

then realize i didnt do something ...

and that is ...

finish it off

with ...

my name and date

lOl

I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so
much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have
never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into
bed.

Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says “I don’t feel
like it, I just want you to hold me.”

I said “WHAT??!! What was that?!”

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear…
“You’re just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me
to satisfy your physical needs as a man.” She responded to my puzzled look
by saying, “Can’t you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in
the bedroom?”

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with
her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big
unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on
several different very expensive outfits. She couldn’t decide which one to
take so I told her we’d just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to
compliment her new clothes, so I said lets get a pair for each outfit. We
went onto the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond
earrings. Let me tell you…she was so excited. She must have thought I was
one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because
she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn’t even know how to play
tennis. I think I threw her for a loop when I said, “That’s fine, honey.”
She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement.
Smiling with excited anticipation she finally said, “I think this is all
dear, let’s go to the cashier.”

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, “No honey, I don’t feel
like it.”

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled
WHAT?”

I then said “honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You’re
just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy
your shopping needs as a woman.” And just when she had this look like she
was going to kill me, I added, “Why can’t you just love me for who I am and
not for the things I buy you?”

Apparently I’m not having sex tonight either.

getting very sian of my 'hobbies'

mainly because its always the 'same' routine

think stagnant is the word

think i will try to @_@ out new things

had a "whatchyawanmedo" experience today ...

was forced to do ...

numbers game ...

was the only one in the group to be free of "debt"

as always ...

haha ...

but since everyone did it once

ai ya anything la

so ...

went up to an uncle

then say

"eh sir ..."

he turned to look at me

"... whatchyawanmedo?"

immediately

that face appeared

-_-?"

lOl

sometimes when i see people

and their actions

i really wonder myself ...

is it really necessary?

life is so short

do you have to do all this complicated stuffs to gain whatever?

hm ...

what is complicated must be simple

simple then eventually leads to complications ...

in the end its still the same

haha

ignore this post

lol

anything la ...

so did u taste anything today?

whatever ...

http://www.starcraft2.com/

starcraft was one of my "first love" game on pc

still can remember the first time

stayed at my cousin house through the night to play

(i didnt have a computer at home last time)

i was like very young that time ... think its 12? or 13? i can't remember

then next day really cmi , sleep anywhere i can find lol

you see me like a zombie

rowl ... rowl ...

except ...

my eyes is closed

after 10 long years finally a sequel is coming out

woohoo

at the end of the day

its always the same conclusion

Do i owe everybody an explanation?

its my own life

i have my own plans

i don need to follow your time table

just you watch out your own life instead

cause there is always a tomorrow

in this world there are changes

you might be at the top

but the next day are you sure you will be still at the top?

"the poor can get rich someday

the rich can get poor someday"

and its a never-ending cycle

and i don mean the financially side ...

for those who don use your brain power out there

so watch out yourself before you let your mouth do the talking

some people asked me before

"why are you so carefree?"

i can tell you that

its not that i let it to

its because i chose to

once again i said before i have my own plans

and i don wan anything to disrupt it

follow your own

while i follow mine

end of story

full stop

.

everybody is shooting me like they are eating rice

like your ownself very young when you came out

duh

its the same

hello ...

do some maths first

before equating it out of your mouth

very tempted to go back to collecting Gundam model after seeing this

some of you might not know

collected 2 models last time

stopped collecting after parent accidentally broke my Freedom head
while cleaning ...

as expected when you don put a Glass to cover up

there is a saying

"wherever there are open spaces , you will see mum there , cause cleaning will be there"

lol ...

ever since a tv was in my room

korean drama craze nowadays

Looking outside my window - Describe sights , sounds and activites

Looking outside my window , got bird , got boy. Boy eat bird, bird die.
I see a rainbow outside. It is very colourful. I am happy because it
is very beautiful. I see children playing with balls outside. All kinds
of balls. Football, basketball, baseball, ballball.

My mom and dad come into my room and sit beside me on my bed. They
look outside the window too. My mom is sitting on my right and my dad is
sitting on my left. They are happy that I am happy. Suddenly, some sparrows
flew past. Our family dog then jumped out of the window to catch some birds.

Our dog is a very active dog. He eats a lot. He is an active dog who eats
alot. This is why he is active. However, he is not a very clever dog because
he is mad. When he jumped out of the window to catch the birds, he
forget that our family lives on the Twenty fifth floor. Dog die, Me sad.

This is a bad day for me looking outside the window because I am sad.
I am sad because my parents just bought the dog yesterday. We are
sad. Suddenly an aeroplane flies past the window. We forget about our
dog and are very surprised because we have never seen an aeroplane
before. As a result, we are happy because the aeroplane is exciting.

My mom is talking to me, but i continue looking out the window. She
screams, but i still look outside the window. I am deaf because of the
large sound from the aeroplane. We are sad again, but happy because
the rainbow is still in the sky.

This is an exciting day outside my window.









taken from











some more stupid ones

i wanna do well for my last year

this picture reminds me of the face

people make when i tell them

"don give me that face le"

something happened recently

it encourages me even more

that i should really start work asap

earn my own $$$

don wan to be seen as a little brother

actually i realized ...

that i have no idea all along

of how many "hidden" faithful readers are out there ...

don hide in the shadow le ...

very scary

like stalker like that

one minute ...

suddenly pop out

give me that face

@_@

"wa ur blog ah ... blah blah blah"

and so on

comment pls , at least let me know you are reading

lol ...

its been awhile

since i got scolded by mum for nothing

well in fact i just did

a few minutes ago

since i don think and cant find anyone willing to listen

i try to vent out here

you see what happen this afternoon

as the wind is very strong

my kitchen bamboo pole dropped

which was hanging the bed cover

and dropped on to the floor

what will you do if you saw this scenario?

with only you alone in the house?

pick it up and hang it back right?

ok so thats what i did

so night time arrived

my mum came back

and as some of you know my mum got sharp eyes

and like cleaniness

nothing can escape her eyes

she noticed the bamboo stick

and ask me

so i told her i hang it back

immediately her face turn black

and scolded me for awhile

"wan to hang , hang properly ..."

and so on

i cant remember the rest

say until like i'm the one who dirtied the bed covering

then i replied her

"then leave it on the floor meh?"

immediately more scolding

"block mouth with me? (english version i donnoe how to spell the chinese one)"

and even not related to this problem stuffs flow out

"get married and go find house ..."

and so on

while i was eating at the kitchen

i just quietly eat down there and hear the scoldings

if it was me in the past i would have at this point go over on top of my head and scold her back

so eat and eat ... hear and hear

i just stuff it all

then accidentally i slip a bit of sweet soup on my pants

more scoldings

now even stand there beside me ... staring at me drinking the sweet soup

after that i went back to my room

i close the door softly

a bit of anger inside me already by then

door open up with a loud bang

more scoldings

"drip still don wan change your pant ..."

and so on

this time i cant stuff it all

showed a bit of anger

i bang the drawer

got my pants

went to change

went back to my room

mum come back again

stand beside me while i was sitting down on my chair

more scoldings

really vented out this time

defended myself a bit at her

then my father in the living room cant take it

father came into my room

ask me not to say anything

and both of them argued with each other

father then in the end even broke the dua peh kong statue in the living room



whole house like war zone like that

cold war now




well after i typed all this

i realized some wrong was in me also

i shouldnt just replied her back

"then leave it on the floor meh?"

and i should have hang the bed thing back nicely

and mum ... working outside came back home tired

it understandable

haiz

i can't believe myself nowadays

it's like i'm out of the cave now

this URGE has made a come back

and i have a good feeling

that this will be a very good one

today marks my 20 years on earth

radar's been activated

looking

and still looking

lost my school student card

and somebody , maybe a he or a she

(hopefully not an alien...)

found my card

used it to borrow a book at the library

(didnt change my password ...)

which is still dueing

haven return it yet ...

and the best thing is

i have to PAY for the book

if he/she doesn't return ...

zzz

i'm very zzz ...

u know?

the feeling ...

zzz ...

over the past week

i realized even with such a long time

so called friend ...

can BS u right in front of everyone

bus stop...

zzz

watch out ...

dont ever give me the chance

to return u back the favour

cause i will make sure

it will be more than what u give ...

i'm not a killer

i'm just a silent killer

its a day of ... quiet ... time ...

movie i mean ...

lol ...

its quite enjoyable

yet at the same time

its lonelable ...

especially when ur eating popcorn

and drinking alone ...

without anybody beside u ...

whatever ...

suddenly im in the mood

to change completely ...

i shall be the

monkey who beat up other monkey

to get the other monkey to acknowledge

that there's this monkey

who means business ...

instead of me now

idling in one corner

waiting for the same species of monkey

to come along ...

so long ...

and there is not such 1 monkey ...

what i can conclude is that i'm

in the cage

limited monkeys inside it

its tiring , frustrating

to

watch other monkeys enjoying

their beating of other monkey ...

without knowing why

good change?

i think so ...

its time for me

to say

"I'll BE BACK" ...

its like asking which came first

the egg or the chicken

hm ...

sometimes

i feel like slapping people with the line

"I'm not stupid , i'm just ignorant"
"careful of what you think"
"it will eventually lead to your downfall"

the story of how the 'reputation, in trend' started ...

Put eight monkeys in a room. In the middle of the room is a ladder, leading to a bunch of bananas hanging from a hook on the ceiling. Each time a monkey tries to climb the ladder, all the monkeys are sprayed with ice water, which makes them miserable.

Soon enough, whenever a monkey attempts to climb the ladder, all of the other monkeys, not wanting to be sprayed, set upon him and beat him up.

Soon, none of the eight monkeys ever attempts to climb the ladder. One of the original monkeys is then removed, and a new monkey is put in the room.

Seeing the bananas and the ladder, he wonders why none of the other monkeys are doing the obvious, but, undaunted, he immediately begins to climb the ladder. All the other monkeys fall upon him and beat him silly.

He has no idea why. However, he no longer attempts to climb the ladder.

A second original monkey is removed and replaced. The newcomer again attempts to climb the ladder, but all the other monkeys hammer the crap out of him. This includes the previous new monkey, who, grateful that he's not on the receiving end this time, participates in the beating because all the other monkeys are doing it. However, he has no idea why he's attacking the new monkey.

One by one, all the original monkeys are replaced. Eight new monkeys are now in the room. None of them have ever been sprayed by ice water. None of them attempt to climb the ladder.

All of them will enthusiastically beat up any new monkey who tries, without having any idea why

yes

believe it or not

i'm the one

not you are the one

so don think you are the one

when you are not the one

i don owe the one

but i am in fact the one

you think your the one?

forget it , u can't even be the one

so what the moral of story of the one?

that i am the one ...

OH YES!









after all the ups and down ...

afTer All tHE WaitING ...

afteR aLL tHe wIshing ...

after all ThE lOok oUt fOr ...

after All thE hArd wOrk ...

after aLL thE dissapointment ...
(the last few days) ...






my WIFE has arrived!




Oh YES!





...







don get the wrong idea lol ...

its really a good feeling u work something that you wan for yourself

considering most of my gadgets and stuffs was bought by my family

-)

quote from flashbob

"i cant keep painting you your perfect world. i am but human too."

=X

i got give credit to you hor lol

"oh , why u are so not like him?"

"oh , u know he does this and that and why u nv do this and that?"



crap crap crap

how i wish somebody will stop by and take a closer look

i don write the poem for fun

i'm not a or b

just ... edwin tan

i think the one that need to be recognized

is myself instead

i am certainly not myself nowadays ...

well ...

watever

basically nowadays in a confuse ,

yet want to ,

and afraid to ,

... moment

"oh , i am so holy"

well not referring to the exact sentence

i cant stand such people

don get me wrong ...

i'm not referring to what you think

its interesting to know what i wanna say

and what angle and which point of view you are looking from

different people have different values , cultures ...

so don expect everyone to be what you wan them to be

well referring to a and b

whats the difference between a and b?

1 is a

the other is b

get it?

both are english letter

what makes up the english

there are only 26 letter in english

yet the dictionary is a very thick book where you can even use the book itself as your pillow

hm...

think for yourself what i'm trying to point out

W250's Video

William Birthday



Link Is Here



Justin FareWell



Link Is Here

couldnt sleep

so i went back to the drawer to browse some photos

lol

scanner's spoiled

so i use camera pai seh ...




look very stuck up ... one thing ...

notice the height difference haha ... the one standing beside me

this is 2002 photo btw




there's a lot more pic but lazy to take all ...

Funny Video

Click Here

treat me like rubbish and i will treat you like one

there goes again

tall

gentle looking

quite true to an extent

didnt realize it myself

till ppl ask me

lol

hope u know what i talking about

anyway not strictly those traits

finger very pain

argh

when can it arrive!?

argh ...

after numerous thoughts

and the tight schedules

and the 'peoples' that keep on pushing me to join

i finally went to sit in for np band yesterday

i realize i forgot a lot of things

if it is flat push in

if it is sharp pull out

my initial thought was the other way round

lol

whats more

the mouth feels very tired

the feeling that when i kinda 1st time played it pained for a long time

yaya those kind

ya whatever

i feel very nervous now

nervous and excited

those kind

stomach feel like rising up

whole body contract

later contract until die

cannot breath

er ...

okok ...

yaya whatever

bye

seems like every kind of trouble just comes in

1 sec nothing

the other everything just keep pouring

does anybody understand the meaning of

flying without wings?

i myself ... er ...







don understand

lol ...

right whatever ...

somebody out there still owe me $50

such a long time ago already

buy vcd hint hint

i just donnoe how to approach

so instead i write here

lol

feel free to comment on individual post

just click comment and do ur stuff

lol

yeah make it my aim to be an anointed one

totally agree with that

been looking at whose's shoe is better the whole time

the hair up there is actually the main problem

which i always look past

its really a wake up call

yeah ...

although my hair is really the problem right now lol ...

been always complaining about competitive stuffs

which me in someway is actually doing it myself

well writing blog and stuffs really make me learn

in some kind of way

please don treat me as clueless fellow

although i may not say it out

you yourself know what u have done to me

wOOOHHHH~!!!!!

hARDooooooo E.T. !!!!!!!!!!!

ooooooo K~~~~~~~~~

say SAy say ...

its been a long time since i update my room picture






Nice eH~!

too bad its spoiled now

long story ...


ooooooooooooo kkkk ~


let's move on






in front's my lappy

hardware isn't that good on lappy

so behind is my desktop that comes into play

when i do gaming that demands hardware power




scanner's spoiled

i donnoe why i still put it there

lol ...





i hardly touch this area

except when i need the scissors to cut

lol ...






hm ... ok so far soo good and bad on me

hm ...

donnoe how to put it up

guess i just stop here

i seriously wan to cut my hair!

no time at all

zzz

long time no buffet

eat until really shiok

at the sakae

like that spell sakae right?

not too sure lol

rambutan sushi

lol ...

good thing i didnt lose temper today

haha ...

anyway its my fault

but during the burning process

i can always think of the 101 ways that i'm not in the wrong ways

good thing i stop thinking of the 101 ways

ok la ...

not exactly 101 ways

its something to express out the ways

get it? ways?

fine ...

whatever ... ways ...

so have u ways today?

think of it

too many ways

u will be confuse

so must cut down ...

like the apple guy

lol ...

okok whatever

the power of focus

haha

seems like everytime i ctrl c ctrl v

then backspace a bit

and add buttons to it

get it?

good thing some of u get it

some of u don't

stress ur mind

stress it

then feel alive

feel high

...

see

i ctrl c ctrl v again

haha ...

fine

thats ur problem

bye

ways...

ebin ... look at the 3/31/2006 post

Yeah~

finally have the chance to be minister

really looking forward to it ...

i swim

Hypocrite

the end ...

i am always storing energy

then let it all out later on

always

boom

big explosion

all splat

but i think nowadays i can always let it out

somehow somewhere

just let it out

then is

small explosion

all just feel tick-ing-ly

this is a very different of me

from last time to now

i think this is much better way...


























to scratch and smell my arm pit...

nice?

haha...

YAY~

the DISGUSTING team prevails~






anyway ...

i just wan to share that

ur person in the kitchen ...

doesnt mean u can cook

same goes to everything

...

well whatever thats how i feel

it is for me to show and for u to understand

buzz buzz day ...

i mean week

ya buzz buzz

well getting more and more dissapointed with some people already

for the past few weeks i mean ...

somehow i just cant understand them

everything's a competition?

ya competitive world i agree

but this one is also something that you compete for?

i just cant understand how people can live for 10 over years

stucking a thing like that in their burned brain

how to get on with ur pee head for the next few years?

zzz

pee on ur brain that is






ya whatever thats was what i wanted to post quite some time ago

but just don wan it to go public

anyway people are not perfect

with that in mind

it also didnt work out

so it took me quite some time to sort it out

from listening to people

and some observation

i still cant figure out

so might as well just forget it

all i have to say is

cant be bothered and

hai

Fly

But leg always got drag by stone

there everyone thinks your just a normal animal without wings

Fly

But this time your affected by the people and their so call reputation and trend

there is a barrier inside that you cant overcome

Fly

But this happens for so long

there you don remember you have wings anymore

Fly

When can the one arrive

there to remind that you are ... just you

lol don make me laugh

what is this?

the victors writes history

very true

its still not my time yet

i don really give a shit already

i stepped out of my long time comfort zone

if no one really notice

why shud i care

waste my time already ...

hey long time no update

so i just come in update

and btw nothing to update also

haha

updateless blog ...

going to die soon

anyway don really care

haha

bye

went to watch i not stupid 2

ok nice show

though i'm a bit late to watch it

lol

well whatever

and strike freedom DROP PRICE

i was like ...

-_-

drop why don drop at that time i bought it

now then drop

...

okok whatever

all things drop eventually

hm ...

ok not all things

most of the things to be more accurate

what else let me think ...

hm ...

oh yeah

er ...

actually in fact nothing la

just bo liao-ing here

but really a bit too bo liao bah ...

and i notice something

i come blog always because i really bo liao

or when i got something to complain

is blogging a bo liao thing or a complain thing?

shud change the web to

www.etqw.boliaoingspot.com

lol ...

well whatever

just a idea

got idea?

eh anyway donnoe whether u all know this or not

trying using only 4 straight line without ur pen (or ur hand or ur leg ... whatever) leaving the paper to join all the dots together ...



. . .
. . .
. . .

oh yeah ...

k time to go bye

seriously very bored and feel extra here



this is myself most of the time to say the truth ...



well to say ... OH nO ... WHy got ReD gUy wan!?



why got red guy !?!?!

ahhhhhhhhh ...

better run off now ...

bye ...

yo

so far ...

lets continue

so walking straight ...

a drawer !? oh no ...



opening up the right side ...



the left side ... don be mistaken ... these are all my sis's stuffs ... lol



k continue nx time bye lol ...

the epic saga continues ...

cant sleep at night recently ...

and now i am here to type

don know what to type here also ...

lol ...

hm ...

ok i know what i will do ...

im gonna take my camera and photo around my room

WARNING

i know there will be criticism ...

because im opening my life to you all

but who cares ...

lol ...

ok for the 1st one ...

when u enter the room ... u might be able to see this



turn right a bit you might be able to see this



turn right again and you will see the er ... bed ... lol ...



to be continued ...

well

over this cny

i do realize something

or in fact know it

is that

actually i am super quiet

don like to talk at all

or to say

lazy to talk

well ...

think this is the real me?

who cares ...

crap = +

around the bush = -

technology = ++

passing a message behind a message = +
(usually they don understand)
haha ...
to decode is ur problem

real life stuffs = usually - ... but do have +

pretend = usually ... in fact almost all = u get ready to die ...

hm ...

what else ...

cant think of anymore

bored to death

read more of my blog and u will be bored to death

because u are already bored

thats why u come in

so u become bored to death

bored?

bored = bored + death = bored to death

= bored - death - bored - bored to death = bored to death - bored - death = bored

= - death - bored to death = bored to death - bored - death - bored

so solution is bored

ur brain turning?

like i care ...

haha ...

bye

well

actually i realize i do have a passion for certain things

which most others don really agree on

or like it

or whatever ...

well its my passion

what about urs?

i finally have a direction in mind to go to

hoho

its really a wonderful thing

to know what to aim for in life

well

there is a lot to learn today

the views and the way things work and the approach to be taken

ya had a fruitful and 'depressing' experience

depressing cause i cant remember things ...

need time

need time ...

so ya ...

anyway need to be sensitive ...

zzz

thinking back ...

a lot of things u wan me to be sensitive ...

zzz

i need feedback also ...

suppose me to look at rock and be sensitive ?

what the rock went thru ... like the rock kicked by a passer by ...

and expect me to know it by looking at the rock ?

no right?

need feedback ...

feedback ...

im not a mind reader ...

zzz

ok ...

and super bo liao ...

msg me say i very similar to a lecturer ...

zzz

ok la funny

zzz

-_-

ya and anyway

i said b4 say i will let go...

still in the process actually ...

passing by or in the bus always got flashback

so ya ...

will let go eventually

ok done for today bye

suzuka

counterpart

zzz

yo ...

well to start off

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!

zzz ...

not too sure who will see this at this time ...

well anyway ...

just wan to wish everyone ish happy for the next year ...

do what you wan to do for next year ...

and don look back ...

so yup ...

well got this present exchange today

open ...

WHAT!?!?!?

zzz ...

weird and funny present ...

haha ...

the first time i ever recieve

MEMORABLE present ... zzzzzz

haha ...

well to admit was a bit dissapointed halfway thru ...

but hey ...

everyone really deserve what they deserve ...

seriously

so yup ...

ya and on the way back ...

i did something which i don dare to do for a long time ...

zzz

i'm coming back to the 'hope to happen' person again ...

well ...

i found myself ...

i don even remember where the place was ...

i keep walking around around and around ...

don even remember a thing ...

well ...

anyway think i'm done wif it ...

leave it behind ...

look forward

haha ...

wooh ...

i just wasted 1 mins + of ur life ...

reading this rubbish ...

achievement for new year eve ...

zzzz

ok gtg ...

bye bye

started picking up listening to band songs again ...

well what to say

kinda started to miss band times again

every beat , rhythm and melody refreshes those memory ...

with perserverance ...

and oblivion staff ...

becomes refresher orb ...

then use refresher orb ,

which refresh again ...

then realize i no mana cause never boost enough mana points ...

need to rest at fountain and think my next step

its getting back

wooh ...

hand and mouth starting to get itchy

well, after 2 month mayb i will consider

5 4 3 2 1

die die die die die

1 2 3 4 5

getting more and more pissed off

the old me is coming back

food created by me



food ..

wanna eat?

zZzz

think i got rashes ...

so many red spots ...

like red ant holes on my skin ...

wooh ...

feeling itchy ?

wooh ...

bet u itchy ...

many red ant holes on skin ...

wooh ...

there's always a sense of excitement and alertness whenever i like to do things my way

but more often in other places where people like, a sense of sleepness and borness is in me ...

how?

to be different or to be the same

+ other factors

seems like there is always something out there to stop me

told ya ...

i'm numbded ...

don care a thing

but recently this issue came out again

hm ...

do you care?

like u care ...

cause u don even know what i'm typing ...

cause i made the entries this way ...

that people who know me know my character ...

and thus from there they know my entries ...

lol ...

sounds familar somewhere ...

so i ask u again ...

do you care ?

how do you care when u don know a thing ...

duh ...

-_-

cover up one weakness by revealing another one weakness

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影

我聆听沉寂已久的心情

清晰透明

就像美丽的风景

总在回忆里才看的清

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我

我用力牵起没温度的双手

过往温柔

已经被时间上锁

只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念

我点燃烛光温暖岁末的秋天

极光掠夺天边

北风掠过想你的容颜

我把爱想成了落叶

却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前

爱你穿越时间

两行来自秋末的眼泪

让爱渗透了地面

我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我

我用力牵起没温度的双手

过往温柔

已经被时间上锁

只剩挥散不去的难过

在山腰间飘逸的红雨

随著北风凋零

我轻轻摇曳风铃

想唤醒被遗弃的爱情

雪花已铺满了地

深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念

我点燃烛光温暖岁末的秋天

极光掠夺天边

北风掠过想你的容颜

我把爱想成了落叶

却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前

爱你穿越时间

两行来自秋末的眼泪

让爱渗透了地面

我要的只是你在我身边

getting tired of the way things works

and the 'old' approach i always use and act towards it

always the one to lose out

yet always keep quiet about it

hoping things will change for better

but the situation is not gonna change the way u wan to

berserk ...

stay the way i am?

definately not ... i have enough

just know that a different approach is needed

...

jia lat ...

spotted ...

ownded ...

sianded ...

numbded ...

on 28 - 29 there's gonna be a big reunion or some sort ...

mr wong is leaving tanglin

band camp on that day ...

think i will be going ...

big reunion ...

feel like playing noah's ark ...

haha ...

don know la see 1st ...

the biggest impression on rhythm is that song ...

the biggest proportion i can remember ...

haha ...

like an idiot ...

talking to myself ...

well who cares ...

@_@

haha ...

anyway its the people i miss most ...

so ya ...

hm ...

ok ...

nothing more to post ...

cause don feel like revealing more ...

bye ...

@_@

strike freedom and destiny

muhahah ...

yes you need to forgive people ...

but at the same time ...

it is alright to get angry for righteous sake

Matthew 21:11-13

12Jesus entered the temple area and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money changers and the benches of those selling doves. 13"It is written," he said to them, " 'My house will be called a house of prayer,'[a] but you are making it a 'den of robbers.'[b]"

so ya ...

either make a stand

or forgive

gotta use ur brain here

cant teach u that

i need to change my way of approaching Him

guess my way is not that effective ...

seriously inspired by today one ...

how about you ?

haiz ...

there are really times ...

when i really feel 'pissed off' ...

there are really some hates in my heart ...

better ask why not

don ask why

change man ...

be true to yourself

wear NINJA TURTLE suit and POWER RANGER mask for what!?

duh ...

monkey see u do same thing

monkey see him do same thing

sian OR NOT!?

duh ...

don wonder who is it ...

i'm talking to you ...

YES YOU !!!

don look behind ...

YES YOU !!!

think about it ...

duh ...

i still wan freedom gundam ...

arrrr ...

ask why not ...

don ask why ...

why are u asking why not?

why not u ask why?

WHY !?!?

...

why nOT u don ask why

and give solution

instead of asking why

...

ahhhhhhh ...

why why tell me why ...

er ...

why not why not tell me why not ...

strange ...

haha ...

ahhhhhh ...

Hello , decided to post some rubbish here again ...

so fellow rubbish reader ...

lets read rubbish together ...

ok here goes some rubbish ...

well up till now ...

i'm still running in a circular track ...

at times ...

water is offered to me ...

but i will just look away and keep running ...

at 1 time ...

i really feel like stopping to take this mineral water ...

but then the hand and leg just wont stop to take ...

so i just run again ...

at times after i run 2 - 3 rounds ...

i wonder back why i nv take the mineral water ...

issit my hand and leg just wont stop to take ...

or is the mineral water too precious to take ...

run run run ...

getting tired of running le ...

nvm ...

keep running ...

run bah children ...

haha ...

rubbish parable ...

muhahaha ...

anyway on to serious matter ...

i really do agree that assuming things is the lowest IQ of a human ...

" ur antenna so small one how u know "

" noob la u "

" hey don pull this , u know how to do or not , get other ppl to do it "

wah laoz eh ...

at times i really wonder why ppl do this ...

they wan to feel superior or inferior ?

or are they doing this to feel good ?

i don really care now ...

sad ...

feeling numb ...

but at the same time i cant be angry wif them ...

what to do?

ya there are really things u need not explain to people ...

i also agree on that ...

so look dumb and feel dumb ...

and people assume u dumb ...

sounds familiar ?

RUBBISH!!!

numbded ...

i cant stand it!

hello

my blog funny meh !?

why got people say my blog entries are funny !?

i just don get it ...

what's so funny about my entries !?

-_-

anyway the vote section result is impressive

6 ppl say relationship is important

got 1 extra say gaming is important

hahaha

who is that 'extra' guy ar

some joker haha ...

show ur face

and say

muhaha ...

just glad that i am able to do more things ...

i don like seriously ppl who don know a thing yet interfere

mind ur own business

perservere ...
perservere ...
perservere ...

yo ...

this is the article about the russian communist about hell ...

kinda creepy , not for the faint of heart! you have been warned ...

and here is the link for the voice that they heard ...

yo ~ from next week onwards i should be concentrating both on my work and my exam

my exam for next week should be friday and saturday

and after that ... muhahaha ...

HOLIDAY~

should be then concentrating for work at jp ~

hopefully i can learn some more new things at work

'hopefully'

i am talking to myself anyway

now really got nothing to do muhahaa ...

so i just come in type

muhahaha ...

repeat after me ...

muhahaha ...

repeat after me ...

muhahaha ...

repeat after me ...

muhahaha ...

so have you voted at the vote sectION!?

why you haveN vOTE!?

repent!!!

vote now!!!

muhahaha ...

sometimes i feel that i know a lot

but actually i don know a thing yet

haiz , anyway this is real basic and yet i still don know

sin of ommission is worse than sin of commission

and yet i still didnt not fork out the money to help

even though i know that guy is lying

but who knows? if he really need help than i am really helping someone

but if he is lying ... then too bad he is sinning against God

but then to help is better than not to help

gotta improve on my communication skills also ...

oh man , grow grow grow , grow more

OK tutorial all those homeworks haven done yet

do it

finish it

2 more weeks to rest!

muhahahah...

nice chat with a stranger today , just found someone with a flow of topics ...

muhahahah...

which is more important ?

careers , relationships , money , brains , body or gaming?

please vote in my vote section ... although i know its stupid

but its just something i wan to know

thanks

THE TRUTH BEHIND SUPERSTAR!

projects projects and more projects!

whoever say poly is a slack place for slackers...

i can tell u that u are wrong!

die die die!

popularity is still the way to go for this world!

got talent also no use

got popularity means u got advantage!

no fair

die die die!

human's ultimate aim is always out there to get something!

i don know why!

perhaps i am just sensitive!

die die die!

maybe majority human characteristic is like that!

not sure why!

don really care about this situation!

being minority people is still the way to go!

so let it be ... let it be ...

after a very LONG time of voting ... 3 - 0 say my blog is ugly ...
haha ...
ok fine ugly ... suggest some blog skins to me la ...
and for the picture voting thing ... 7 - 5 say should put up friends edited picture ...
ok will be doing that in a few days ...
haha ...
dont scream ...
muhahahaha ...
anyway nothing much to say also in this post ...
bye

seems like the world is like a big stage of media ...

but then from this media 0.1% is the real ones ...

u wear mask he wear mask she wear mask ...

sometimes even U wear mask

act dumb is the way to go sometimes ...

but then the dumb part ppl see u as really dumb ...

so u gotta act smart ...

see ur wearing mask now ...

ok mouth zip ...

so ppl say ur stony ...

so u act stupid ...

so ppl say ur cute ...

see ur wearing mask now ...

change image come on ...

mask here and there ...

but my shoe really gotta change haha ...

but 1 thing for sure ...

that is underneath the mask i am in ...

the perspective of view widens ...

and i changed ...

a lot ...

seriously ...

iron sharpens iron ...

there are things i yet to let go ...

its still clinging on sometimes ...

gotta make myself look forward ...

mayb its true ...

i am walking in darkness ...

don know where to go ...

but there is a light somehow ...

oh man seems like i am talking rubbish ...

but then rubbish parable is the way to go for the real ppl to understand ...

i am just talking crap ...

haha ...

lynn is another SUPER LAME person ...

Ques : cold or hot travel faster ?







ans : cold


WHY!? : becoz u can catch cold u cannot catch hot ...




lame or not?

-.-

just really stress out between my parents and church i just cant seem to balance it anymore ... maybe it's time? haiz...

hui bin is another crap person
green vegetable is also another crap person
lol ...
too crappy ...

yo yo just posting nothing to do
firstly slack
secondly slack
thirdly slack

school faster start! just so worried only don know where's my block and where's my classes and all that ... first day sure blur one ... lol ...

oh man suddenly got this feeling so excited for cell later , ARGH

updated 2 new pictures on my photo album , quite suprise though this 2 pictures is like hm ... 4 years ago? maybe ... i don really know . 1 is taken at istana bah , the other is taken at sch ... 2 people change so much , LAO PING ZHI and that lynn sia ... lol ... anyway haha , ok bye

good day it was , woke up to see the animation ,"ah , my goddess" , then notice sms say whether wanna play pool not , so ok , play pool and supposedly to meet at 2pm , then met up with green vegetable to go there together ... reach there sharon , joachim <--- (ya this is the 1 guy 1 guy) name lol ... , and pierson <--- (hm yet again 1 guy 1 guy that guy but donnoe whether got the name wrong not) ... and the yet another golden hair tiger lion bernard ... played a few and sadly to say ... still KANA TRASHED by green vegetable ... lol , fine then after that went to jurong point to swensen eat ice cream , big hole -_- then after that go live recording rehersal ...
live recording rehersal was fun ... then after that went home ... went home with green vegetable eat ban mian ... nice nice ... lol , okok whatever ... tml the real live recording will be on ... look forward to it ~

nothing much le today , woke up play World of warcraft a bit , then afternoon sleep until 8pm , play frozen throne then later eat and now slacking ... what a day of slack lol ... World of warcraft lvl 42 now bwhahaha ...
tomorrow will be a exciting day because live recording rehersal will be on!

yo long time no see , blog was down apparently a very long time but feel like blogging back , okok lets start a fresh post man
started the day today going down with green vegetable (chin chye) to church and we met at around 11am at the interchange , and woot he wear today very nice long sleeve shirt , oh man this is RARE ... BUT WHY DID HE WEAR!? because he serving usher today , and it is his first time lol ... okok so i went to kfc to meet up with william to start BS , lesson 6 which is on habit of a daily quiet time which is about fellowshipping with God daily , devoting to him and setting aside time with him to summarise it up ... anyway this is quite a good example from william like lets say a friend of yours , maybe we call this friend david and you called him to go gym today , and ask him to meet at 2pm at the outside of the gym ... ok so david waitied for u but at 3 pm u never turn up but he thinks to himself never mind i continue waiting ... then at 4 pm , at 5pm ... u still never turned up ... okok if u are david will u be angry? i think so bah as david was "putted aeroplane" so as the same , u wanted to do quiet time at 10pm , so JESUS waited for u to teach you , fellowship with u , then suddenly u remembered at 10pm there's this tv show you wanted to see , so u say never mind i watch this 1st then i do quiet time , and subsequently things keep popping up and then u say , forget it i do quiet time tomorrow ...
Sounds familiar not? okok sounds familar to me anyway , so for this week i am gonna do my quiet time everyday night , then sms william about my quiet time , yaya got keep this devotion thing up and not give up ... don wanna just say it but must do it ...
anyway , service was talking about sacrifice of praise which is to summarise up , to worship God even though u don wan to do it and feel the most terrible day of your life ...
So after service our cell group went to fellowship at the coffee shop , then after that was on the bus trying to go home then green vegetable called up to play pool later so ok fine , we go jp , then sharon , alicia , sarah , and 1 guy , 1 guy , and bryan ... LOL 1 guy 1 guy , okok i don know the name i admit , die man , haha ...
Okok so green vegetable and the bunch of girls went into bathing shop perfume shop whatever u call it , and supposedly green vegetable owe the bunch of girls money or something i don know , they forked out green vegetable money to buy perfume and bathing things , lol , that was really funny , okok fine i don say anymore
Then kinda suprise alicia asked for my birthday and i said it was over , and she said she will be getting me a gundam model , @_@ ... so i said i wanted freedom (which is a name for a gundam and by the way gundam is ... well gundam , check goggle la) hahah , well so have to look forward to that and anyway she also said ,"my birthday present haven give me hor?" -_- hinting me har... lol
then we went on to pool ... POOL! , green vegetable don know why today so pro sia , kana trashed by him , win 1 match and lose all and the 1 match i win is because he went in black ball at the wrong time ... THIS IS TRASHED~! sian , donnoe what to say ...
okok fine today post kinda long , will keep up again~ bye bye