I thought the Li nan Xing in that show where that mirror guy possessed him, then he talked backwards was like whattttt~~... Was like laughing like nobody business. Imagine everyone talks like that to you, the auntie whom you buy your lunch from , "么什吃要你弟小＂

Hahahahahaha

Total joke

I thought everyone has own inner world. The things they do, the things the say, might not even be the person they are in their inner world.

But I catch something in that show that says:

When a person inner world, and the things they say are the same, that's when the person is really happy

Thought for a moment quite true

But, some things are just meant to be kept inside, if everyone just be like an open book, the world would be like so uninteresting. No effort is needed to see everyone's inner world. Sometimes when people click, somehow their inner world would be slowly shown to you, and that's when things gets interesting

Sundays jamming was good, that new member brought in by Karthic was quite good. His name is jefri, has a set of effect pedals, but the studio's amp could not really handle the feedback and there's this really irritating noise

So much that it affects some of the songs

I thought we played quite good, hysteria and plug in baby stands out. Potential is there, but haven't really talked to that jefri yet, thought the next meeting could talk to him more.

But I thought that old drummer guy we asked him back to sing, he was really such an ass the whole time, speaking as though he gives nobody a Fark, all about himself.

Sophina suddenly contact and whatsapping me lately, thought she's like a damn weird person in the past. But the the things she say is quite weird and... Interesting I will admit. She's participating in that chingay, maybe can go take a look again.

And oh ya, went crystal house to do a2 that time, didn't sleep at all! Should see everyone's face in the morning 8am... Daryl k.o.ed, crystal can do and sleep, do and sleep, ask her to if she really cannot make it, please just go sleep and she kept refusing say," nono! Last day to chiong already" 2 mins later, head and eye close

Hahahahaha

Her mum was quite good, kept asking want breakfast? Want lunch? Want shower? Want coffee? I'm the only one who drinks the coffee in the morning though... Left her house around 11am. Went back home to shower, and left with only 1 hour, I thought I can't lie on the bed at all cause will suddenly sleep, so I took out my guitar to play for 1 hour before going to school

School instant k.o. For me

I think it's still a slow torture for me in class. Don't know the decision for me to change major was correct one or not. I like the 3d stuffs though. I like games and got think before be somebody who produce games. Just that i couldn't help stop myself from thinking the extra stuffs. Looking forward to Fabian, and that fat guy joining us next sem. Then can have somebody to really talk cock with, then won't think so much I guess

Don't know how to face my clique for the next Chinese New Year dinner with them.
Confirm will ask questions. See how it goes again

Planning to start early for com graphic. No time, next wed due. Butttt, don't feel like doing now. Hahaha. Despite saying all these

Feel sorry for the 2 brothers who got crushed by that cement truck. Saw the photo where that elder brother brain was like splat onto the floor. Quite gross. So young and suddenly dead. Thought we should appreciate people more in our life. Don't know when such things will happen to anyone. Touch wood.

Ok bye

And oh yeah! Downstairs that game master store closed down. Was like so sad! Bought from them my console and games for such a long time already. Suddenly gone just like that. Got feelings one. Ok I sound nerd. Hahahahaha

Really bye

我想通了！ &_@

Got to blog about how last subday jamming session went

Went crystal house to complete a2. Finally Swee Swee complete it.
But like super tired now. Didn't sleep at all.

So~ , I will post it up later

*when you are interested in something. No matter how busy you are, there's always an effort to make time.

One does not simply eat Mcspicy and not Lao sai

So unproductive today. Actually quite unproductive for the past 2 days already. 1. I didn't go to sis place yet again

2. Wanted to complete assign 1. But the afternoon i was watching the X yuan su on mobtv until episode 11. The hui ge dream world story arc was like super funny. because of the hui ge acting. he just look funny. not sure why

These few days I kept dreaming too... Although its not some pleasant dream at all. It's regarding my fear of future events which I am predicting it will happen in the back of my mind. I don't want it to happen. But the dream keep telling me what will happen if it does happen. Just keeping my finger cross and trying not to think about it. Can't control the event if it does happen...

Followed by random afternoon nap. And wala... It's almost night time


So I took the initiative to do it.
But I end up reading a bit more... Eat random things in the kitchen, drink random stuffs in my refrigerator. Came back... Read a bit, and off to play game. So... I didn't complete it

I MUST complete it Tml!!! Promise. Die die also must.

Daryl said evening meeting with Kenneth is canceled in the morning cause he has a meeting.

How unproductive can this day get?!

ZzzZzz

Not really looking forward to February.
Firstly there's no target for me at all on vday. 2 days after vday is my birthday... Which again I don't really wish to celebrate it. Actually there's not really any memorable birthday for me. Maybe except that time they 'drove' me to bar bar black sheep to eat and gave me the voucher for topshop which in the end I use it to get my current silver, pixel shoe which I really like it for so long already

The other memorable was when I was young... They celebrated at KFC. But there was so many relatives there and somehow... It's just memorable. Still have the photos... I look awkward though when I'm looking at my birthday cake... Maybe it's because I'm paiseh that time. Haha.

Even younger was when I receive lots of ninja turtle present.

These 3 is the most memorable. Other than that... I think most of my birthday is either quiet with none noticing, or very simple cake with family... If i remember there was one year where I literally slept away on my birthday.. Hahah

My 21 birthday is quite a negative one for me though. Don't feel like going into the details yet... Maybe in the future

I thought it would be quite cool if I can perform to my friends and family next time, maybe during my future wedding/ birthday event if I should have? I know there's a section where the guy would entertain people. I could just call my band and make noise with them, or just a simple guitar acoustic with my future wife. I can play while she sings. Haha

Hope I won't dream that dream again.

Ok lah bye.

Didn't manage to go over sis place today.
Can't climb out of my bed at all.

Managed to finish lab 2, have to reinstall that Ubuntu again and again and again

The stupid installation keep hanging. A simple process like this took me slightly more than 2 hours

Assign 1 I didn't continue at all. Assign 2 I read it. Had a "wow.. I totally don't understand what it's talking about" experience

4 more days to deadline! And I am stuck at these 2

It's just something I noticed. The things we like, we manage to finish it fast. The things we don't like, we would keep dragging and dragging until the very end, then we would drag ourselves to complete it at the very end

Realized my life needs so much more stuffs. At the age where everything just happen fast. I realized I need to have very clear intention of why I am doing this, and what I hope to get out of it...

Kenneth have a project for us, to make a cinema seating program. He said he has a budget of 2k. He's getting Daryl and me and hopefully some other people more to do it. Have to meet him Tml during the evening to discuss about it

Not really looking forward to this at all. Is it because of fear? I think so... I think everyone just fear what we didn't do before... What if we failed to do this project after deadline? What if we can't code this? What problems will arise? What if this what if that

No. I just think we don't need to care about fear. I mean... If we fear everything and anything. Nothing just gets done... Period. True story. Go ask yourself have you get anything done at all?

The moment you step out of your comfort zone is the moment things get done

Ok I know things is easier said than done

Ok! Anyway...

I think I need to stop stalking people. I have a very bad habit of this. I would just open whatsapp and see the last online timestamp of people I care about.

And keep wondering who are they talking to and stuffs like that.

I know there's an option to not let u see the last online timestamp. I did off it before... But after a few days, I would just on it again somehow.

Can't wait to graduate. I think it's just a torture in class with such few people. Luckily I still have the 2 of them to talk with, been trying to get Daryl to open up with me more. I feel so sorry with him in a way that I don't really open up with him in the past.

Really looking forward to jamming with them on Sunday!!! Don't know why so excited.

Asked Kee Wei whether clubbing is confirmed or not. She said not yet. If its canceled I won't be so disappointed actually.

Oh yeah! Have to get back my talking-cock personality back. Realized it was missing from me for quite some time already. Maybe it was due to the restriction I had last time. "It's not funny" and give a black face. It's just so not-me not having it. Even my group realized this. Actually I know it was missing from me for quite some time. Have to try harder. Just feel joyful to see people's reaction and their smile when I talk-cock with them

Going to crystal's place at supposedly Chinese New Year day 4. Mahjong! The last time I touchéd it was like... I don't remember already~ too long. Close to 1 year I guess. Just looking forward to her piano at her room and talking cock with them. And the money... Haha. $_$

Ok nothing is really on my mind now. Bye

1 week break

managed to finish assessment 1 for com graphic yesterday

left with that waste time system admin assessment 1, 2 and lab 2

seriously no idea study system admin for what

went to cut my super long hair which i kept for like 3 months already

refreshing cause it's like super short now

going to help out sis tml... had enough of wasting time during break

going to club on saturday for the lollipop weekend

good lo for them, free entry

T_T

first time looking forward to clubbing~ not sure why

the previous one i was like really drunk

and didn't dance much, K.O. early

but ok lah, i told them my intention was to drink

this time round i won't, i think... haha

not sure why, not a clubbing person, but just that look forward to this saturday

then coming sunday going to jam with new members, the new member sounds zai, heard he has perform for gigs and he has a full suitcase of effect pedals

should i go to taiwan with them or usa with the other clique? still deciding

intend to do well for my last year... and probably it will be my last year of study in my life

no more farking around

unless if something changed my mind to go for digi-pen after graduation

seriously regret i don't really put in effort in my younger days, had the happy-go-lucky attitude last time

less than average marks.

heard about someone trying to take roger's assignment

i mean... taking it is a thing ... the attitude towards learning is another

know how it works

not try to modify it and use it as your own

It just tell's a lot about a person

*i know it's half-truth, still don't know why at this stage it's still this approach... I'm just taking it with a pinch of salt... sometimes i don't really understand what some kind of category of people are thinking at all. I mean i'm not blind, i deal with many different kind of people in the past so... i somehow just know it. plus the actions and things said is like totally different. can just know

Up till this stage, i just have to treat it as if i had made the wrong decision.

have to be really careful not to let people have the upper hand next time already

Can't be really upfront nice next time.
Learnt my lesson.
have to analyze the situation well before going.

it's just not worth it to try to be nice and hoping the other would be nice too



TO END OFF with a high note instead of this which i really shouldn't care about it anymore, or in a direct way shouldn't give a fark about

specially went to learnt it

was intending to show it a long time ago

but somehow i just get the feeling that just not interested at all

so in the end, i didn't

Decided to post this once and for all

haha

pitch funny i know

lol

bye