waste farking time

machiam backup plan like that

Lost interest

Fast

Nov

And still counting

Gonna take at least 5 years I guess
It's ok la actually. Used to it already. How long liao. Hahahahaha. Too embarrassed to even talk about it

 They say bitten once. twice shy

I say it's bitten once. 5ices shy


Things on my mind right now
Doubts.  Worries for the unknown. The thing that is holding me back from going into full force. Seeing myself shutting up and not enjoying for the holiday. Watching the drama unfold between them. In between of not knowing what I want and knowing what I want.

That is a situation that is really fucked up.

Blog. Can you be my friend for once. Just tell me what to do.

...

Ok the usual no reply.

Blog's own  interest is better. Mine is the most boring. So no further comment. End of story. End of conversation. The next conversation would still be blog's interest.




Never mind haha. I'm used to this kind of situation already. Just sad. No wonder I'm beginning to think going for any event alone is pretty good. Don't need to act like so interested in other people's life and 'entertain' them. Do what i farking like.

Still think it's pretty cool to go for a holiday by myself some day. Anywhere. Just alone

Hot and cold

Cold and hot

Wdf?

Time won't wait Probably the most irritating thing is get for granted Minding my own business

there's this ramen u can order how many servings of ramen mee u want. up to 5

i ORDERED 5 SERVINGS OF RAMEN

i swear i will never order 5 SERVINGS OF RAMEN EVER

4 SERVINGS.
AND I ALMOST DIED while eating

lol.

first time watch 2 cinema show in a day

gravity
about time

both good show...

surprisingly about time was better

it's about this guy who have the ability to travel back in time.

good. sets me thinking a bit also after the whole show

i can't travel back in time
live as though everyday is your last

ok la. easier said than done actually.

usually it's

SLEEP. NUA. DONT DO A SINGLE SHIT

and wonder why nothing get's done

lol

can't live as though it is your last

but a good message though

Steve Jobs last few word.

"Life is fragile"

"This world rules are meant to be broken, and that means not living your typical 4 walls. Keep poking at something and when something comes out the other side"

Never been a fan with him. And I guess still never will. Just that happen to watch his youtube documentary "one last thing"


got asked
what's holding you back
GUESS WHAT
"where you going?"
"i go home"
LOL
the LOL here is sacarstic
worried probably the "still ongoing world longest" drama is going to happen all over again
if it's made into a drama show. i think there will be what, 100 seasons of boring show
LOL
ok bye