More thoughts poured in

I think I deserved better

没心情

to do anything

seriously am i just this -little- much?

just a simple question how am i doing just makes my day

that aside

i don't have much time to practice for my game competition happening on 24th may

and for 12 june

friends is coming down to support me

on their own will

i love me,myself, and i

frustrating

Went to watch iron man 3 with alicia

Audrey came much later. Like after the show has shown for 30 minutes?

Might as well don't come? Lol

Iron man 3 was good. Don't know why people say it was bad

Went to eat after that and random walk at the toy store. then somehow talked about my childhood super soaker water gun. Where last time I got a gigantic size water gun

But Then sadly I dropped it on the neighborhood road, to be run over by that car

I cried all the way back home

Still remember that evil driver only smiled at me and drive off

If i know who is thst guy now, seriously I'm going to make him sorry


Lol. Just kidding

So long ago already. But its a childhood 'scar'

So.....


I Want to watch evil dead next
They say it was damn scary
Don't know how true is that

Proalbably gonna watch with audrey, since the as scaredy cat alicia didnt want to watch no matter how hard I persuade. See how it goes again






No matter how busy one is, if want, will make time

Thinking probably I should just focus/bother about things that matters.

Two way street

Too long never update here already. I have a lot of things to say

But Then, on a second thought, I don't think I want to let it 'known' yet.

It's not the time yet

To summarise, I'm doing well. I love my life even more. I'm seriously rethinking my options.

Testing phase u could say
At this point of my life

So far negative. Still think it's very one sided . Which to me, it isn't good



TO BE USED, OR TO USE

something to think about

Maybe I should give up trying so hard

Let them come in naturally

Going earlier to school Tml to meet up and do my a1 earlier

Objective. I can both eat my lunch and finish. Instead of staying at home doing nothing

Focus focus focus

I love me, myself and I!!! Oh yeah

(Y)@_&(y)

I still feel the future is very cloudy for me

Weird people doing weird things having weird thoughts

Watched the hobbits in the afternoon in my room with the theater speaker. Quite long didn't watch movies on it already. Shiok ahhhh!!! The hobbits is quite boring the middle, but overall quite nice bah. A lot of action scenes

Thu going to play LAN. And teach people how to play. A bit uhhh. Zzz. Could be fun though haha

Eat!!! Until I grow in mass. Time for a change

Easier said than done usually haha.

See how it goes again. Start simple, and progressively make more effort

I still feel if 1 day. Anybody that has walk into my life. If I could just speak freely on what's on mind about them, I could have speak an essay. Should be quite an exciting experience

But usually I'm just holding it up there. Never letting it out

Some things just takes 2 hands to clap. That's the hard part

Eye noticing behind instead on me. Still quite sad come to think of it

I should probably stop myself again. Bad habit is coming back

Ok sleep please. Stop typing here. Bye

Looking on towards the brighter side of things

First aim. I'm going to gain back my mass back. The last time I weigh myself, was 64kg. Aim is to get at least 69kg

To do that. I shall eat properly. 3 meals a day instead of 1

To do that. Even though my family doesn't even cook at all. Maybe only except Chinese New Year. I shall not laze around and don't buy food

Yes and that means spending that precious money of mine

Once 3 meals is a necessity, I will move on to 5

I don't want to sweep tomb Tml. So I shall continue sleeping

Childish thoughts haha

Whatever.

I just love my dog. He's just quietly Lieing beside me on my bed. :)

No complains. No wanting anything. Simply just want to be beside you

Life still goes on...

Just watched warm bodies just now

Oh my I seriously throughly enjoyed the show

Can't remember when was the last time i enjoyed a show in cinema already... From the start to finish

The new perspective for zombies, the soundtrack, the plot, the you love me I love you trick flick, somehow all just appeals to me

Wanted to watch this show since I last saw the trailer while walking around in town

Now the sound track in that show called hungry heart... I just can't stop listening to it!!!

Heard the book was much better though. And the ending was different from the movie. Where in the book the father died, but the movie he didn't died

Maybe I will rewatch again somehow in the future. I don't mind

Still don't like the trying-hard side of Alicia. Really annoys me somehow

I mean come on, be yourself. Don't try to act someone you aren't. Nothing wrong with being yourself. Will die is it?

Downloaded lightwave and installed on my desktop. Was fooling around with it just now

Everybody's got a hungry heart~ everybody's got a hungry heart~ ding ding ding ding.. Ding dinggggg

Gym Tml after school with fatty foo. Gonna be a long day. And here I am... still can't sleep!!!

Don't know what happened to Doreen. Ain't replying or anything. Maybe too caught up on work. See how again